y o u M A Y t h i n k i m C R A Z Y ?!

but i've never seen these shoes in real life, until now when i just fucking looked on charlotte russe's new arrivals!?!??!?!


(get them here)

two nights ago, aka...
THE LAST TIME I FREAKIN SLEPT
i had a dream about marrying my ex boyfriend....well, we were together in the dream, not like we were broken up and randomly decided to get married...okay you know what i'm saying. it was weird and not a traditional wedding. in fact, we took a break when i was half way down the aisle (in god knows what i was wearing, i couldn't find a damn mirror haha), and we never resumed the wedding.
Anyways... i look over at my mother. AND SHE'S WEARING THESE FUCKING SHOES!!!!
&& I WAS PISSED AS HELL AT HER CUZ I'VE WANTED SHOES LIKE THESE THAT I COULD AFFORD FOR AT LEAST A FEW MONTHS NOW!!
big drama, i don't remember the rest. but i threw a fit. cuz she like threw it in my face that she got them and i didn't.
MY MOTHER IN REAL LIFE DOESN'T DO FASHION. haha none the less, she doesn't know i even want those shoes! hahah crazy story....